Today was a busy day I guess.....woke up got ready for work.....bought a NOS energy drink(which by the way made me tweak like no other)..drove to coachella in a company vehicle for work. Came back and took tones to get his car fixed... Anywho. I'm tired and my mind is running buck wild.
So were about to have our first baby..I'm am estatic of course...but at the same time with the way the economy is...I'm shitting my self. My boss is a cool dude...but when he sits there talking about anything having to do with a lay off in any kind of way it works my nerves...not works my nerves like in a angry way...more like a stressful way. I def worry wayyyy too much...but I'm sorry... when you have bills, rent and car payments and a child on the way you can't stress enough. No matter what I would work the shittiest low down ghetto job to support my family...but what's even sad about that is, its hard to even find a job right now. And that scares me. It scares me beyond high heavens.
I guess all I can do is have faith right? That's hard in my opinion. Considering the fact that I'm not super smart so I can't just get a job wherever. I dunno...I'm pretty fucked in the head right now with all this. My wife is the only thing that keeps me stable with getting bummed out. Anyway...enough rambling. Excuse my curse words. I'm just being real. Peace
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