blogs...

Aren't for me...at least right now.

See ya

ya I ruined it...

Sorry tones...I suck

just get things off my mind...

Today was a busy day I guess.....woke up got ready for work.....bought a NOS energy drink(which by the way made me tweak like no other)..drove to coachella in a company vehicle for work. Came back and took tones to get his car fixed... Anywho. I'm tired and my mind is running buck wild.

So were about to have our first baby..I'm am estatic of course...but at the same time with the way the economy is...I'm shitting my self. My boss is a cool dude...but when he sits there talking about anything having to do with a lay off in any kind of way it works my nerves...not works my nerves like in a angry way...more like a stressful way. I def worry wayyyy too much...but I'm sorry... when you have bills, rent and car payments and a child on the way you can't stress enough. No matter what I would work the shittiest low down ghetto job to support my family...but what's even sad about that is, its hard to even find a job right now. And that scares me. It scares me beyond high heavens.

I guess all I can do is have faith right? That's hard in my opinion. Considering the fact that I'm not super smart so I can't just get a job wherever. I dunno...I'm pretty fucked in the head right now with all this. My wife is the only thing that keeps me stable with getting bummed out. Anyway...enough rambling. Excuse my curse words. I'm just being real. Peace

wednesday

Feel congested. And hard to breathe.thinkin about it too much maybe.workin with tones again. I love workin with a best friend. He's not even like a friend he's basically like a brother. It really helps out workin with someone who doesn't stress you out.

Last night me and alysa went to platt college...wanna go to school for web design...its also a great time to go to school after info I got last night. Alysa is so smart. Sometimes makes me feel retarded. But I make up for it I guess. She handled a lot of the talking for me. I don't get a damn thing the counselor is talking about...I think its rather pathetic. Anyway.

Then we shot over to easy life furniture...and almost got crazy haha. Well alysa almost did. We purchased a couch from them a month ago and it was to be delivered this past sunday between 3 pm to 7 pm...it got delivered after 8. Then we find out the merchandise is damaged...then we call about a new one and they try saying we can't get a refund.....um no. Its all handled now though.

Peace

tuesday continued

Approximatly at 1:38 pm today jacob woodley imed me saying I'm lame for having a blog.

I want to die now. I am so depressed. I hate my life.































Siiiiiiiiikeeeeee

tuesday...first blog day

Yaaaaaa its btown. What's up. Better recognize. Jk.

Well to start my first blog off ill just start with how amazing life is right now. I have god, my beautiful wife, and my soon to be daughter bayley. Its crazy I'm gonna be a dad. But its such an amazing feeling...esp if you love kids. Babys are so cute heehee. Hahaha I sound like a girl. Anywho.

Ohhh yaaaa and we just moved into our new apartment. Sucks with no cable...but soon! I'm working now.so ill write soon. Peace